Not So GLOOMY!!!!

"MY HEART WALKS AROUND OUTSIDE OF MY BODY EVERYDAY...

AND IT ANSWERS TO THE NAME OF NATHAN CONNER!"

"NOTHING IN THE FUTURE CAN REPLACE THOSE MOMENTS THAT YOU HAVE MISSED IN THE PAST..."

So I totally realize that my last few posts have been rather gloomy...

DUE TO THE DEPRESSING "HUSBAND FACTOR"

Everything at this point is still "Up in the Air" as far as when/if I will be moving back "home" to Brooksville/Columbus etc... or when/If I will leave my job...

It's just COMPLICATED TO SAY THE LEAST!!!
But I Do Assure Everybody that Life in general is LOOKING UP...

even if the marriage situation ain't (and that's okay!) :)

And the Lord is opening doors and windows for Me and Nathan Conner every day!!

I started this blog so that I could more easily share pictures and stuff with everybody who cares to see...

Though somehow it has ended up being a depressing rendition of how life has not turned out the way that I planned or wanted...

So on to a happier note!!!

Nathan is having Easter/Spring Portraits done in the morning

(you know the ones with the bunnies/baby chicks)

and I couldn't be more excited...

I have done some major shopping and made some really cute purchases just for this specific event...

I just thought I had it all "figured out"

And then I was at a consignment sale and I found yet ANOTHER OUTFIT

-which -of course- I just had to buy!!!

(That's the white top with the plaid shorts in the pics above)

So Then I was faced with a dilemna...

which outfit was I going to use for pictures?...

So, being as creative as I am (haha)

and the fact that I JUST LOVE TO SHOW OFF MY LITTLE MAN!!!

I put all combinations of the outfits on Nathan Conner and made him model them

(AS MUCH AS YOU CAN POSSIBLY MAKE A 2 YEAR OLD LITTLE BOY DO)

Those are some of the other outfits in the pics at the top of this post

(even though I don't agree with some of the combinations

-that is how they had the clothes displayed on the manequins at the store... :))

-and NO the pictures posted on here are NOT all of the combinations... that's just all I had time to download!

-as you will be able to tell -HE WAS NOT HAPPY WITH SOME OF THE WARDROBE CHOICES/CHANGES!!!

Anyway... I made me a SURVEY -as I called it

-and Emailed it out to lots of friends/family/co-workers

(at least people that I see/talk to on a regular basis

-so at least they wouldn't think that I had COMPLETELY LOST MY MIND,

and I got everybody to vote for their favorite outfit!!!!

WELL...

would you believe that after ALL OF MY SHOPPING...

(and escessive spending)

the outfit that I got at the Consignment sale WON

(BY A LANDSLIDE!!!!)

In these posted pics on this blog it is the outfit with the white shirt and plaid shorts

(the one where there's like 4 pictures of the same outfit!)

And I do agree with everybody polled in my survey that the consignment outfit is definately the best

(at least for as long as I can still get away with dressing my little boy in such "PRETTY" clothes)

Other than that...

I hope that everyone enjoyed the pictures...

and maybe this blog will be back to a happier note

Still Smilin' :) = Mollie

Moving on....

Well...

I am actually quite pround of myself...

As I have actually found time around the computer to download some pictures on to my MySpace and to my blog page!!!

I must admit that it has been a while coming... and even now... I am sure that there is something more productive that I could be doing with my time...

BUT WHAT THE HECK!!!!

MY LFE IN GENERAL FEELS LIKE IT HAS BEEN TURNED UPSIDE DOWN FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS!!!!

-and believe me that is putting it LIGHTLY...

I have made Some mention to it on two of my previous blogs...

IN SHORT!!!!

It appears as though in the near future I will be getting a divorce from my husband!

This is TOTALLY his decision and he has given me NO CHOICE in the matter...

I have given him more than enough time (as well as chances) to come to his senses and realize that sometimes LIFE DOESN'T ALWAYS GO THE WAY THAT YOU WANT IT TO...BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO SUCK IT UP AND GET ON WITH THINGS...-MKE THE BEST OF IT!!!!

WELL...

My SPOILED husband has got to be about the most SELFISH individual on the face of the planet!!!!

I have done EVERYTHING that I can possibly think of to TRY to work things out with him...

as deep down I do love him (in spite of his manterisms and behavior)

-I married him fully well intending on being with him FOREVER...

However, he IS the one who has decided that after 8 years of marriage to "CHANGE HIS MIND"

IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED...

I do however refuse to be a doormat... and Life is far to short to be miserable!!!

I will be having FULL CUSTODY of Nathan Conner...

and I fully-well intend on "TAKING MY ASTRANGED HUSBAND 'TO THE CLEANERS'"

The saying is quite true that: "HELL HATH NO FURRY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED!!!"

I do not know what the future will bring...

BUT I WILL BE FINE...

LIFE WILL GO ON...

THE WORLD WILL CONTINUE TO TURN...

I WILL CONTINUE TO TAKE CARE OF MY CHILD AND WE WILL LIVE OUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST!!!

AND I WILL CONTINUE TO GET OUT OF BED EVERY MORNING WITH MY HELD HELD HIGH AND TACKLE WHATEVER LIFE THROWS AT ME!!!!

I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY PRAYERS, SUPPORT AND CONCERN THAT EVERYONE MIGHT BE WILLING TO GIVE! -and please if nothing else... spare any gossip...if you hear about my situation "through the grapevine" (as things do tend to spread)

I can only ask for support and not AMMUNITION to be thrown my way!!! :)

BUT PLEASE............... SPARE ME THE SYMPATHY!!!! :)

I AM NOT IN MOURNING NOR AM I GRIEVING!!!!! :)

I AM CHOOSING TO SPARE THE DETAILS...as they truly are no ones business...

SO THAT'S MY STORY!!!!!

Maybe I will be a better blogger in the future

(STILL SMILING) :)= Mollie