JUST WANTED TO SHARE OUR "ADORABLE" EASTER PICTURES WITH EVERYONE!!!!

(I love these pictures...they are some of my favorites!!!)

:) =Mollie

Apparently I am Stupid... because I can't EVER get these Danged Pictures to go where I want them too on HERE!!!!! UUUUGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!

Just wanted to post a few nes pictures on here, for everybody...

We are doing good...

And can't wait for Easter!!! Should be fun going to Easter Egg Hunt Next Weekend!

Otherwise we are just rocking right along on our "Normal" week to week Routine...

Katie Actually moved "home" from Pennsylvania -and we have missed her!!!

Her Hubby is getting out of the Coast Guard and he has to stay up there until sometime in May and then He (and all of their stuff) will be coming home too...

She is excited about lookin for their 1st house!!!

Not So GLOOMY!!!!

"MY HEART WALKS AROUND OUTSIDE OF MY BODY EVERYDAY...

AND IT ANSWERS TO THE NAME OF NATHAN CONNER!"

"NOTHING IN THE FUTURE CAN REPLACE THOSE MOMENTS THAT YOU HAVE MISSED IN THE PAST..."

So I totally realize that my last few posts have been rather gloomy...

DUE TO THE DEPRESSING "HUSBAND FACTOR"

Everything at this point is still "Up in the Air" as far as when/if I will be moving back "home" to Brooksville/Columbus etc... or when/If I will leave my job...

It's just COMPLICATED TO SAY THE LEAST!!!
But I Do Assure Everybody that Life in general is LOOKING UP...

even if the marriage situation ain't (and that's okay!) :)

And the Lord is opening doors and windows for Me and Nathan Conner every day!!

I started this blog so that I could more easily share pictures and stuff with everybody who cares to see...

Though somehow it has ended up being a depressing rendition of how life has not turned out the way that I planned or wanted...

So on to a happier note!!!

Nathan is having Easter/Spring Portraits done in the morning

(you know the ones with the bunnies/baby chicks)

and I couldn't be more excited...

I have done some major shopping and made some really cute purchases just for this specific event...

I just thought I had it all "figured out"

And then I was at a consignment sale and I found yet ANOTHER OUTFIT

-which -of course- I just had to buy!!!

(That's the white top with the plaid shorts in the pics above)

So Then I was faced with a dilemna...

which outfit was I going to use for pictures?...

So, being as creative as I am (haha)

and the fact that I JUST LOVE TO SHOW OFF MY LITTLE MAN!!!

I put all combinations of the outfits on Nathan Conner and made him model them

(AS MUCH AS YOU CAN POSSIBLY MAKE A 2 YEAR OLD LITTLE BOY DO)

Those are some of the other outfits in the pics at the top of this post

(even though I don't agree with some of the combinations

-that is how they had the clothes displayed on the manequins at the store... :))

-and NO the pictures posted on here are NOT all of the combinations... that's just all I had time to download!

-as you will be able to tell -HE WAS NOT HAPPY WITH SOME OF THE WARDROBE CHOICES/CHANGES!!!

Anyway... I made me a SURVEY -as I called it

-and Emailed it out to lots of friends/family/co-workers

(at least people that I see/talk to on a regular basis

-so at least they wouldn't think that I had COMPLETELY LOST MY MIND,

and I got everybody to vote for their favorite outfit!!!!

WELL...

would you believe that after ALL OF MY SHOPPING...

(and escessive spending)

the outfit that I got at the Consignment sale WON

(BY A LANDSLIDE!!!!)

In these posted pics on this blog it is the outfit with the white shirt and plaid shorts

(the one where there's like 4 pictures of the same outfit!)

And I do agree with everybody polled in my survey that the consignment outfit is definately the best

(at least for as long as I can still get away with dressing my little boy in such "PRETTY" clothes)

Other than that...

I hope that everyone enjoyed the pictures...

and maybe this blog will be back to a happier note

Still Smilin' :) = Mollie

Moving on....

Well...

I am actually quite pround of myself...

As I have actually found time around the computer to download some pictures on to my MySpace and to my blog page!!!

I must admit that it has been a while coming... and even now... I am sure that there is something more productive that I could be doing with my time...

BUT WHAT THE HECK!!!!

MY LFE IN GENERAL FEELS LIKE IT HAS BEEN TURNED UPSIDE DOWN FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS!!!!

-and believe me that is putting it LIGHTLY...

I have made Some mention to it on two of my previous blogs...

IN SHORT!!!!

It appears as though in the near future I will be getting a divorce from my husband!

This is TOTALLY his decision and he has given me NO CHOICE in the matter...

I have given him more than enough time (as well as chances) to come to his senses and realize that sometimes LIFE DOESN'T ALWAYS GO THE WAY THAT YOU WANT IT TO...BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO SUCK IT UP AND GET ON WITH THINGS...-MKE THE BEST OF IT!!!!

WELL...

My SPOILED husband has got to be about the most SELFISH individual on the face of the planet!!!!

I have done EVERYTHING that I can possibly think of to TRY to work things out with him...

as deep down I do love him (in spite of his manterisms and behavior)

-I married him fully well intending on being with him FOREVER...

However, he IS the one who has decided that after 8 years of marriage to "CHANGE HIS MIND"

IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED...

I do however refuse to be a doormat... and Life is far to short to be miserable!!!

I will be having FULL CUSTODY of Nathan Conner...

and I fully-well intend on "TAKING MY ASTRANGED HUSBAND 'TO THE CLEANERS'"

The saying is quite true that: "HELL HATH NO FURRY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED!!!"

I do not know what the future will bring...

BUT I WILL BE FINE...

LIFE WILL GO ON...

THE WORLD WILL CONTINUE TO TURN...

I WILL CONTINUE TO TAKE CARE OF MY CHILD AND WE WILL LIVE OUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST!!!

AND I WILL CONTINUE TO GET OUT OF BED EVERY MORNING WITH MY HELD HELD HIGH AND TACKLE WHATEVER LIFE THROWS AT ME!!!!

I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY PRAYERS, SUPPORT AND CONCERN THAT EVERYONE MIGHT BE WILLING TO GIVE! -and please if nothing else... spare any gossip...if you hear about my situation "through the grapevine" (as things do tend to spread)

I can only ask for support and not AMMUNITION to be thrown my way!!! :)

BUT PLEASE............... SPARE ME THE SYMPATHY!!!! :)

I AM NOT IN MOURNING NOR AM I GRIEVING!!!!! :)

I AM CHOOSING TO SPARE THE DETAILS...as they truly are no ones business...

SO THAT'S MY STORY!!!!!

Maybe I will be a better blogger in the future

(STILL SMILING) :)= Mollie

GOSH... So I knew that this was probably a bad idea...

I sure am glad that I only have 5 followers for my pittiful "little" blog...

I'M REALLY NOT ANY GOOD AT KEEPING THIS THING UP!!!...
I had a feeling that this would happen...

My life is really not that exciting... I just get up every morning take Nathan Conner to his babysitters and then I go on to work...
We Come Home and I Cook something for me and Nathan Conner to eat for supper on Monday Nights I/we watch the Batchelor, on Tuesday's and Wednesday's I/we watch American Idol, on Thursday's I/we watch Survivor and Gray's Anatomy and Private Practice...
On Friday Mornings I have to get up at 5 am in order to take Nathan Conner to Speech Therapy in Jackson at 7 am and then after that is over I go on to work...(in my opinion I wish that we could STOP this speech therapy...as it is evident that Nathan Conner is making Great progress... I feel like he is doing better on his own...than with the Therapy...but what do I know...I'm just his mom... and I don't have a PhD!)

It seems like ALL of my weekends here lately have been spent up at my Mama's.

Life has certainly NOT turned out like I wanted it too...
as my husband has suddenly started experiencing a "MID LIFE CRISIS" and he has decided that he is going to do his best to make my life Miserable...
I love him with all my heart... and I wish sooooo desperately that things would work out... however it doesn't look like they are!!!!

AND I CERTAINLY REFUSE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN A MISERABLE SITUATION...

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE UNHAPPY!!!!!

So once again... please understand the whys and hows and reasons why I have not been a good blogger...MY APOLOGIES...

In the mean time... If you will...Please keep us in your prayers...AS YOU CAN IMAGINE... LORD KNOWS WE NEED 'EM!!!!

:) -Still Smilin' =Mollie!

Well...
What can I say...
I totally apoloqize for not being a better blogger... (i had a feeling that this would happen)

Work, Nathan...etc...
I've just been tied up -I haven't been a good emailer or myspacer for that matter!

Last weekend Nathan and I went to My Mom's for a visit.
Mama kept Nathan for me and Leah and I went to Tupelo Shopping (just us girls) and I really had fun! Of course everything that we bought was for the "boys" -Lawson and Nathan-
But we did manage to eat at the Olive Garden (Yum).

Right now I am totally frustrated with my husband (I think he must be having a "Semi-Mid-Life Crisis" or something...
I hope and pray that he will "snap out of it" and life will continue normally!

I'm just trying to be patient... and for those of you who know me well, PATIENCE IS NOT ONE OF MY "STRONG SUITS"
Thank God for Nathan...
I have been able to develop more patience than I ever thought I would -since he came along!
And Life right now is certainly DRAINING all the Patience that I can "Muster Up"

I am convinced that ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...Things will work out! :)

Please forgive me for not being a better blogger...I'm doing the best I can...

For now... Mollie :) (Still Smilin')

Starting off the new year!

Well, ew seem to be having a great year so far...
Steven has had a mini vacation from work during the Chirstmas holidays...and quite frankly I will be ready with he goes back to work on Monday...
He is totally over-obsessed with "hunting" -as he calls it...even though I know that it is little more than a SOCIAL HAPPENING with his friends -or else somebody would actually be killing something...
And when Steven is not "hunting" he is busy with the VOLUNTEER POLICE FORCE here in our little commununity!
So my patience is wearing THIN with him at the moment.

Yesterday, Nathan Conner and I attended a birthday party for one of my friends (Robyn's) little boy Layton...he turned 3!
The party was a PUMP IT UP in Flowood -it is a "party zone" full off all kinds of Inflatable "jumping things"!
We had a BLAST!!! and YES...the adults participated too...so I am still worn out from that whole event !!! It's one thing to do all that stuff on my own...but it's another to have to lift and push and pull a two year old through all that stuff!!! WHAT A WORKOUT!!!!

I will try to post some pictures of this b-day part on here... go figure -when I got my camera out at the party to take pictures...my battery was DEAD!!!! I guess we I never recharged it after Christmas...
So Robyn is gonna email some of hers and I will try to share them...
Sorry no pictures today...
I don't have any new ones downloaded...
I will get more "on top of things" soon...now that the holidays are over!

I am glad to see that all of my blogger "Friends seem to have had a great Christmas too!!!"